Friday, October 13, 2006
Self Destructed at 5:08 PM
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Self Destructed at 5:32 PM
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Self Destructed at 7:04 PM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Self Destructed at 5:01 PM
Monday, June 05, 2006
Self Destructed at 8:18 PM
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Self Destructed at 5:38 PM
Friday, February 17, 2006
Self Destructed at 9:01 PM
felt strongly on what 39/05 prsented on bridge today thus i here to voice out my comments.
i was told tat every 3 seconds in this world a child dies from poverty in africa. but hav u realised tat every 3 seconds there is also a child born into this world?
in general, every 1 second someone in this world dies, but for that every second, a person is also born into this world. that is the balance of the world. there will always be ppl poor/rich smart/stupid etc. it is all part of the balance that we have in this world.
u see nothing is definite in life except death. so what if u r poor, rich, smart or stupid? we will all die at some point in time, either sooner or later.
my point is what is most important is how u live ur life. the process, and not how it will end, because we will all finish at the same place-death.
in this rat race that we are racing in everyday, have u ever slowed down and appreciate the things, ppl arnd u? if only revision lectures pace wasnt tat fast...
"In life, we see death. In death, we find life"
haha. eyery year on tis day is a special day for me. it like getting a new life. goodbye to the 17 yr old me. helllo 18 yr old me!
today was a horribly long day! esp casey maths tutorial where we had a record number of presenters! n she so horrible dont let the class sing bday song =(
i seriously tot i would escape frm being tear aft surviving until chem remedial at arnd 6 plus. in the end faced wif the odds of being 1 v 3 plus jiayi said he wont help me, decided i stood no chance so juz chiong already n aim andie as counter attack plan. at least i managed to tear andie. lol.
i like to say that only the bernie hair look like me lor. seriously cant see any similarities apart frm that.
anyway tis will be my last post for a long while. will stop blogging until end of A lvl. it time to pia!
until den, there tmr trigo/vectors test to worry abt.
many thxs to all the ppl who made today special, i really appreciate it a lot.
It's time to start something new.
sometimes life turns out to be more den spending each day without worries.
life is making sacrifices.
at the end of the day, u will still be the system's servant.
all man r equal, but no man starts frm the same place.
hope will keep me alive.
0 ---> 61
Keep the faith, i will make the jump.
firstly been feeling uneasy over the past few days. seems like i was abandoning a lot of my friends. i feel like i become a cold person. the thing i felt damn bad abt was not being able to go mel bday celebration. i didnt sent her a msg to congrat her. ok i admit it was a bit inevitable as firstly mr andie hong sent msg to me at 12.02 am which i saw it at abt 9 plus where i was already in tampines area. sucks man shld hav told me earlier i would turn down my dad request to help him in his work. so there i was stuck in gongshan pri until nite where i also had to follow him to my grandma new home to do work. 1 whole day gone. on a side note, the yong tau foo stall near there was very nice n cheap.
also having even touch any of my work. ok i admit felt quite relieved aft hearing today tat jameson oso spend 1 week at pre u sem. zikai oso mention to me tat he nvr see my online during hols. ok muz admit when i use com i play game. argh addicted to tis game called ______ ok i wont say out the name cuz it quite a lame game to some ppl. i seriously hope to stop playing n let my sis take over. but she keep asking me over for advice. damn how to concentrate? also reminded me of wei rong who added me on msn months ago n i haven chatted wif him yet. sucks man. i really don wish things to become a frament of my memories. things tat i treasure. ppl that i cherish. ppl who changed my life. ppl who touch my life. sometimes it is very difficult for me. the heart is willing. but the body juz cant work the way i wan it to. frustration slowly seeps in.
time seems to be going too fast. there r so many things to do, so little time, so many games to play, so many tv shows to watch. sometimes i wish time will stop n i can appreciate the peace n arnd me.
so today i went back to sch. althou quite a few ppl ponned. it was day tat allowed me to sort out my thoughts n feelings. watching over the hedge wif ragen n ee kent next to me helps. at tat point in time i really felt tat watever discontentment i had abt ee kent truely disappear. maybe a light hearted movie tat cheered me up did the trick. really wish i could travel at the speed of light aft watching the show. lol. althou my neck super stiff aft sitting in 3rd row for abt 1.5hrs.
for tis week, tmr muz go to help my dad for the whole day again. so wed n thur i will need to do a gp essay to hand up n data analysis qn for lesson on fri. maybe a pool seesion on fri wif jia cheng. start small. baby steps it might be but i hope i can really give my best shot for mid yr.
n i will make a promise tat as soon as the a lvls end n i no longer hav the burden on me, i will look up every single person tat i noe in my life(provided i still remember thou) to meet up n say a simple wod of thanks. becuz one way or another they play a part in changing my life.
the scoreboard read: Liverpool 1 Manchester United 0
man u n their fans can say wat they wan. we won. they lost. it juz so simple. i don like to argue anymore. juz accept ur defeat la. be gracious. in football either u win lose or draw. who cares who play better? who cares who was more lucky? we won. u lost. n the winning feeling is juz so nice. we got the bragging rights. till the next time we play again.
read a moralising book oso. The Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom. u can read chapter 1(only tat) at http://www.albomfivepeople.com/fivepeopleexcerpt.htm
wonder who will be the 5 ppl tat i wll meet in heaven. the one who died so tat i lived. the one made the sacrifice for me. the stranger who plays a part in my life b4 i was born. the one tat i love the most. the one i failed to save.
n of course the person who i did saved. i be waiting for him/her to come meet me.
felt more positive in the mind. at least it a start. is there a book tat can stop me frm be too obsessed wif soccer? tat my only prob now.
realised it always abt living ur life for something/someone. dreams goals ambitions. making a difference. no life is a waste to live. yes the 2 person tat i cant click wif in my life, their life is not a waste. they are there for a reason. a reason tat my eyes couldnt see. maybe it was not meant for me to see.
we r all living for a reason. sometimes the reson is not known to us. we gotta find the reasons out ourselves.
"i live for u, so tat i be one of the five u will meet in heaven"
been feeling a lot of emotions. today astro session was shiok. haha enjoying the carefree feeling of watching the stars in the sky. made me forget all my worries. it was one of the simple pleasures tat i enjoy doing.
haiz i seriously need to start mugging sooner or later. in the sorry state tat i'm in now i better start gaing some momentum. but i don really noe how to start.
Joy. Passion. Confidence. Life. Live. Learn. Experience. Try try n try. Love. Cherish. Enjoy. Believe. Get me a mug. put all tis things in n u can be a mugger. but u will lose all tis. tat is y i quite reluctant. i still wan to enjoy wat i enjoy.
ppl always wan the best of both worlds. but in true fact u cant get them.
it was always nice to be able to talk to somebody abt my feelings.
wonder y tian wei was not online today. sucks i need to ask him some football stuff.
i need to sort out my life.
Dreams-How u wished they always come true. but they dont.