Wednesday, November 30, 2005
i hate holidays.
got nothing to do but a lot of things tat i wan to do but too lazy to do. damn it la.
i hate being alone without my friends n stoning at home. damn it.
i wish i was more enthu n not keep asking ppl to organise outing. wtf la sometimes i even phang seh ppl.
i hate losing contact wif my old friends. now we all in dif places arnd singapore n dif lifestyles. heck sometimes i don even noe wat to tok to them la. some not even in singapore liaoz.
i miss the laughter tat we had together. playing brifge wif u all was the best. fooling arnd in class. wish i could do it again. like real i could.
i miss ahoy most. haiz. i miss ah pek. feel damn gulity la he always sms me but i nvr really tok to him. ya i don really noe wat to say to him. haiz. i miss np training la! even thou i don really like some of the np ppl but i miss np training. astro is so boring la. i miss some of the ppl in my sec 4 class. ya some only. lol.
even closest friends the bond will become slowly erode away over time. unless u see them everyday. n yes these ppl r closest to u but quite sian ah everyday see the same faces. sometimes feel like seeing other ppl faces instead or toking to other ppl u noe instead.
it nice to meet up once in a while n remember abt the past, the times we spend together. wth we shld do it more often la.
someone anyone pls tell me there is an outing soon.
"it will nvr be like b4, nvr the same again"
Self Destructed at 4:50 PM
