Wednesday, November 09, 2005
cant dota now cuz my sis is dling some video.... ltr dota lag i tio kp....
so now take the time to reflect on my insignificant life n make some confessions....
well... op today felt tat all of us really did very well.... didnt noe abt the morning shift ppl... but heard good news frm them.... Confession#1 guess i was relatively mean abt amos grp.... kept finding fault wif them.... guess they tried their best oso.... haiz.... juz cant helped it.... Confession#2 i shldnt gloat over my fellow teammate op performance..... yes he was not as good as rehearsal, but he still did a relatively good job.... Confession#4 i screwed up one of the powerpoint slides.... n cuz hui min to cut short her speech.... haiz, stupid me... why nvr pay full attention?
Confession#4 i got emotional, very emotional at the end of camp.... felt like i was saying my last words to the kids n the feeling tat i will nvr see them again.... of course sad rite.... haiz, if only i controlled my emotions better....
Confession#5 i tink i too quiet at times... sometimes i juz fall into the role of a listener.... esp when i feel out of place.... ppl wont noe me well in a short period of time.... besides i always give ppl a bad first impression.... haiz, could hav done better by showing more interest....
Confession#6 been surfing for ppl blog add.... haha... found out tat it is so easy to noe abt a stranger life simply if he/she blogs on blogspot n hav a friendster account.... u be amazed....
been reflecting on my life too.... my work attachment wif my dad at camberra pri is finally over, camp over, pw over, wat next? cdp... sian.... i noe i'm going to unenthu n slack for cdp.... i nvr change....
reading wat i blog abt.... tink the 2 most impt tat i always tok abt is making a difference to someone else life.... i really enjoy doing tat.... hope for more chances in the future.... n happiness.... i believe tat all of us set out doing things with the aim of being happy.... at times when u r doing things against ur will, find happiness in it.... somethings simple things may bring simple pleasure.... u juz hav to noe where to find it....
*wonders when was the last time i felt sad abt my life?*
i even hope tat strangers tat read my blog.... their life will change for the better(don noe how it will happen thou.... lol...)
"humans cant live without each other"
"the best things in life r often free"
Self Destructed at 4:03 PM
