Wednesday, August 17, 2005
back home. shared wat mr chio said wif andy n hoe seng cuz i saw tat they still in sch.
went back home wif chin guan. toking wif him reinforces wat i tot abt life.
Life is a beautiful n amazing thing. i'm sastified wif my life. personally everyone shld feel tat way too cuz God is fair. things happen in life for a reason. we cant change wat happen to us but we can change the way u react to it. i believe God gives u the best path. God is fair becuz he gives n he takes. when u can realise tis, u will understand y u r not perfect or y ur life is not perfect or y sometimes things go against u. u cant hav everybody like u n nobody hate u. there will always be ppl tat don like u, even me. when things go aginst u, it is a way of God to let u prove urself or test ur limits as to how far u can or will go. i tink i went over the edge tis time but i nvr regretted it. God let me learnt a valuable lesson frm tis. i'm sure ee kent is sastified wif his life. he got good results n a nice gf. God give him tis but He took away frens frm him. nobody would wan to switch life wif another person, i defenitely wont. things may change in life n u will nvr noe wat will happen. tat is the amazing thing abt life.
let me share my personal experience.
when i was in pri sch, i wanted to go to the best class, but i end up in 6B(second best). at first i was a bit unhappy. but 6B was damn nice. got miss tan our fun loving teachers n many great ppl n jokers in class. we had fun. den of course results no good. so cant get into my first choice sec sch. end up in cat high. same thing happen. i was not happy at first. but cat high ppl r great man! den aj oso not not my first choice. but 22/05 changed everything. it was similar to my other class. very nice ppl n love to hav fun together. den i got into 18/05 wan to go back 22 at first. but aft a while they r a nice bunch of ppl in class. how come my classes all same pattern one huh?
tok to long time frens like daniel basuki ytd nite. realise it was a very long time nvr see him liaoz n 4-5 ppl. he was in sg airport transit to US. sirui oso reminded me of ppl like kenny n many others. even 22/05, nvr see them for a while already. at least jia min n kenneth bday coming, so got chance to meet up again. wat can i do without tis ppl in my life? even thou i no longer see them everyday in sch, they left me the best thing tat one could give. wonderful memories of the time we spent together. i thank them.
oh ya, like to add on tat everybody in tis world has something special in them tat make thems unique. so 30 yrs down the road, as i was telling chin guan, despite his change in appearance, he will still be the chin guan tat i noe of. nvr change. i can tell tat he is the chin guan tat i noe in jc. tat goes for everyone tat i noe.
rocks la all my classes. i love my life. cant do without any of the frens tat i noe now. all the best to u all wherever u r!!!
i like to leave wif tis. nvr be afraid to be urself. cuz ppl like who u r, not wat u r(in terms of achievements blah blah blah)
a pity my blog lasted only 43 posts. it was good while it lasted. i may or may not blog anymore. promos coming up.
*sob* feel like very emotional now......
Self Destructed at 5:18 PM